A page from my worn out poem's book...

This happens to be one of those pages which i've treasured for long..not a poem..but a few lines.. which were like self-explanatory to me at a time when loneliness in my lyf was at its peak..during my teens..Even today wenever i read these lines..a tear happens to leave me...

A LONELY ODE

Oh God ! Why do you let me live ?
Where nobody likes me..where my loneliness takes over me
Why do you let me exist..where my eyes are filled with tears of sorrow..
My child ! You are not alone..i am there with you
And along with me,the whole world is with you
You shud live..to make your birth successful
You are mine my child..always mine.
But..why do you leave me alone at my times of sorrow
And when I feel lonely
You have not given me another companion
So that i can feel happy for myself about it
I dint leave you my child
It was the time when I was with you
And it was nature my child,not me
Who has not given you a companion
I Like those shouts of
"Brother..hey dear brother "
Which keep ringing in my ears..
But those are only dream..which can never come true
If there would be another life to me..
Let me be born with a companion so that
I can share my life,my happiness
My sorrows,my anger,my distress
with them.
---------- 9th october' 1998.


Not the date of the page..