It is amazing how fast the journey of life passes.Memories of my last friendship day are still looming large in ma mind and i find tht already an year has passed by..phew..quite fast these days huh..
Friendship and friends have always been the most important part of my lifre.I've been tht kind of a person who,i honestly can admit, can do anything for a friend within my limits.It's not that i'm exaggerating maself.But such has been the significance i've given and i give to friendship and friends.I'm tht kind of a guy who loves to be in tht "kool group" ..who hang 'round in groups and like a gang..and support one another in time of need..in any kind.and i'm also tht fello who likes to be in the midst of "bookworms"..yea the ppol who study well..and to compete with them and study well too.In the process of balancing both the acts..i find myself no where..neither here..nor there..I find tht every person in my class has his/her own seperate grp of friends outside..other than the ones in the class.But for me,the ppol whom i meet daily are my friends,my group and my world.
Time teaches ppol what to expect from whom and what not to expect from one.If i go down the memory lane and rewind myself one year back..it was the very day i hurt my very best friend..My life has changed so much after that.I've changed personally,emotionally..but my care and my likeness for my best friend havn't even budged and inch.I realised that once you hurt sumone,even thoh unintentionally and even thoh in an eagerness of not losing tht person who had become so precious to you,things will not be the same. I've pondered over many a nights thinking why i am like this..and why does it always happen to me..and why i aint being able to try being and enjoy with my other friends when my best friend ignores me..but the fact remains that a buddy is a buddy.No matter how many come and go,he/she will always be you first choice..
Well thts where i want to put fwd my view..for me best friend is one whom you luk upto first in any matter..be it be happiness or sorrow..to share a secret..to tell about anything tht bothers you..to fight..to laugh..to take care..to sit uietly and understand what the other is going thru.For me a best friend is one who is very close to your heart,and who sees you in a very special position intheir life.I put my best friend in all these..always.
Recently,my mom got transferred outta station and all her friends arranged a shmall farewell party for her..her best friend gave her a letter..which when i read,was really moved by the content..she and my mom have been together in the best and worst times..and i always felt ahppy tht my mom had such a gr8 friend.
True friendship ,according to me,is the utmost relation ever present.If the heart is involved in it,then it transforms into a beautiful relation which excels all other relations..even love.
My friends have an opinion on me, or rather( if i put the blame on myself), my behaviour has created an impression wid them tht i always wanna be alone and away from the crowd..the fact here remains tht i fluctuate according to my moods..and when ppol fail to get my point of view, i tend to spend time alone..what i feel bad is tht no one tries to think from my point of view..and what saddens me is tht no one gets the correct prsopective.I often find myself alone..for which,my best friend says, i have myself to blame.Yes,i do have self respect,and when i feel i have a correct point..i stand on it.But when i dont get support,in fear of being left out..i finally step down.
My heart is weak in matters of all this friendship,luv,care,possesivemess etc etc friends..i tend to expect a few..and seldom do i get them my way..in which case dissapointment sets in.In my last one year,i've learnt such things.But what drices me still..is the fact tht my friendship is strong..the care which i shoed and wanna show is pure and the liking is real.For me..my best friend is everything.
just one point i wid like to make bfore i sign off..is tht never ever hurt your close friends..your buddies.may it be intentional or unintentional.Not all can be lucky in case of sparing the rod.To my best friend ..i apologise on this friendship day..for hurting her not once but twice..She'll always be my best buddy fr life.To all my friends..i apologise.If ever i had hurt anyone.I value friends a lot,and always wish to be a true friend of everyone..and justify my name.
"The hardest moment in life is not that when you lose something and cry over it and feel bad..but its the one when you lose something and still manage a smile "
HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY EVERYUN !!
